13 months and counting...

You might not know it, but you're my best boyfriend.

I know that for a fact because i'm your girlfriend.

You can really get on my nerves for being insensitive, but you just got your way to coax me.

Thank you for tolerating my nonsense, listening to my whining, and adapting to my moodswings.

This super strong headed guy freaks me out at times when we quarrel, but the end of the day, we will soften up and go back to each other.

When you know that i haven met my gfs for quite awhile, u suggest that we can have dinner together, so you can also catch up with her.
I love bunking over at baby's place, he sweetalks to me while we laze in bed.

And the list go on and on...

Happy Anniversary babyboy, I LOVE YOU!!!

Thank you for giving me the best that you can. And i appreciate that.
I swear i can never take you for granted. Cause this relationship is not a game to me.

Baby is currently busy mugging for his papers. And im keeping myself occupied with things so i wont disturb him while he is studying. I understand baby... I DO!!! =)

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Its amazing that im gona finish up the 2litres mineral water that i brought along for this trip. Know why? Cause im feeling quite sick now. My throat feels super dry lar. Must be because of the blocked nose last night that caused me to breathe thru my mouth. Gona leave New York tonight. I went out to the shopping mall for two hours and i spent one hour solely in F21. For the last two trips to the states, nth caught my attention. Deprived of not shopping there for pretty clothes. This time I was busy browsing thru and trying donnoe for how many freaking piece of tops/bottoms/dresses.

Judy darling was just telling me that she needed to get dresses for the neverending weddings and parties, she should be here lar!!! And being the super sweet gf, i shopped on her behalf, i walked into F21 and spotted this pretty Melody lace pink dress. Looks super sweet. So tempted to get it for myself. But i think she need it more than me. After grabbing the clothes that i wana try, proceeded to the changing room, the first piece i tried was the dress lar. so i can snap pic and mms to her. It a wise move u know, cause she will need FOREVER to decide whether to get this FOREVER21 dress. Kidding ar babe...Your gf will show her love thru remembering the shopping needs that u have. Babe was kind enough to decide the size by the time i did payment. =P If size or colour don fit u then we refund for sth else okie!!! =P See u when i fly back. Meanwhile remember to come online often to acc me. muhahahahaha!!!

For those that have been working hard this week, today is FRIDAY!!! Means weekend is here. Enjoy it to the fullest alrite...Blog again when im back in Nrt.

SLEEPING HABIT!!!

Hello people. Checked in this mornin, managed to catch denise baby preparing for her flight. haha. And she made me help her with some packing here and there. How can be workin after flight!!! =P But she is my baby!!! So ill do anything just for her. Judy darling bunked with her last night. She was sleeping quite soundly although denise and me were like talking and stuff. Both of them are doing turnaround flight. Im all alone now. Feeling so emo... Although the internet is free now, its not helping, cause the connection is damn screwed up...

Tomorrow Sin 66 babies will be celebratin the 20 months bond over, and ill be on the plane flying to NYC. THIS CALL UP RUINED our plan. Sighs. Wat to do. Although there isnt much flights for our base now. But still have to take AL to protect such incidents for happening. So people, when you wana go for chalet or celebrations, remember to take AL...

Im disgusted by my sleeping habit lately. Not sleeping on time and having enough sleep.
Friday-Met up with Sin 66 babies, went to Zouk, slept from 4am to 11am
Saturday-Zouk with Joshy and Denise, slept from 5am to 9.30am
Sunday-Church.so woke up at 9.30am, got called up.Spent my whole afternoon preparing myself for flight. E.g Pack luaggage,manicure,trimmed my hair with Judy darling. Had dinner out with family. Slept from 11pm to 10am in the morning.
Monday- Midnight flight.
Tuesday-Slept from 9.30am to 1.30pm

OMG!!!im not havin enough sleep everyday. My proper sleeping hours should be 11pm-9am. I need to tune back to this cycle before i fall sick, worse thing tat i don wana see is having breakout. So if u guys wana ask me out, pls ask me to go out after 2pm (when the sun is not so bright, if not need loads of sunblock) and end the meet up before 9pm. Then i can go home and have my beauty sleep. =P

I have Joshybaby to remind me to go to bed when i stay up till late. haha!!! SWEEETTT!!!
I need at least 8 hours of sleep. 11pm-2am. The time when the skin cells are repaired. If im not wrong. hahaha!!!

haha!!! Anyways, Judy looks good in curls lar.Because her stylist trimmed her hair then did washing for her. So she tried out blowing her hair into curls. While me, the other way round, washed first then trimmed my hair. And the super irritating stylist told me that my hair is thin enough, don need to layer. PLEASE LAR. I think he need to brush up his english lar. I wan to trim, means i wana cut away the ends and have my hair back in a good shape. So when its easier for me to bun up my hair for work, i wan my bun to look small and round. ZZzZZzzzZZZ...

Tmw to NEW YORK CITY...sounds exciting rite...if only its was my actual flight pattern with my batch ger. We planned to go out to downtown, Manhatten. Now its all ruined by this call up. BOO!!! I guess ill just stay in my rm and rot. Save up and use the money for my 21st BASH!!!
25 people on the guestlist already!!!Hope the number will keep increasing. =)

Baby. Im always here supporting you. Remember to sleep enough and not fall sick okie. So you can study smart and do ur best for the papers. KISSES* LOVE UUUU!!!

I love u so much...

Saturday night was one of the nights when i feel most depressed. It was jus a miscommunication that caused us to quarrel. My eyes were filled with tears when he sent me back. Dede opened the door for me, i walked into the house and didnt turned back to see him off like i always do.

Burst out crying upon reaching the room, switched on the air con and i was lazing and thinkin thru wat i said to him in the car. I decided not to call him or pick up his phone calls.I called denise and spoke to her for awhile, wasnt feeling okie but i jus insisted nothing is wrong, just wana bury my head in the pillow and sleep. Gf decided to pick me up then we go out on our own, without him. Since u wana be *chu yi*, ill be *si wu*.

20mins passed, Gf called. I was leavin house, i told Dede if he were to turned up at my place, just tell him i fell alseep already. Don let him enter the house at all. There was this one time i refused to meet him then i told her the same thing but she let him in. But i guess she will be on my side this time because she saw my swollen eyes when i went to wash up at the bathroom.

NOW, he called and demanded for me to meet him in 10mins. I was firm and said i didnt wan to. I know him too well, we will end up arguing again, i jus wanted a peaceful night lar. He insisted on coming over and we ended the phone conversation. I called gf and told her to get out of the cab. Gf was there, sitting down, listening to me out and i asked her wat i should do. Bf driving back to meet me and I didnt wana leave her going home on her own when she made a trip down just to cheer me up.

I must admit at that point of time, i didnt wana see his face!!! =( cause i was upset. But i was surprised at the same time cause i didnt expect that he will drive back to meet me. haha!

10 mins later, my phone rang.

Him: Im here already. Come down now.
Her: So wat. i don wan to meet u.
Him: But im here already.
Her: Ure not. I don even see ur car okie. *i was sittin at the void deck*
Him: Im turning in now.

There he comes. I told Gf i will go and settle things with him. Apologised that i cant acc her. Im afraid Joshy might get the wrong idea that i don wana acc him, so i asked my gf to meet me after he left. Then Gf say she should go before he come, then i say nvm lar, just sit somewhere that she cant be seen.

I got into the car, he peeped out of the window and saw someone sitting at the stone tbl.

Him: Who is that?
Her: Denise lar. She came just to cheer me up. Unlike someone just leave like tat
Him: Ask her to come over, we go dinner tgt
Her: *Pissed* I thought u came to patch things up, then we don need to talk it out is it?

We spent 10mins arguing again in the car. Seems like no end... then he just held onto my hand and tilt my head towards him... and WE PATCHED THINGS UP! =)

Then i called Denise..

Me:Hello, where u?
Her:Still sittin there lor.
Me:Lets go dinner tgt. We okie already
Her:HUH?isnt it weird?
Me:He is walking towards u to fetch u.....BYE...

I told Joshy that she is still sittin there, then he said okie. tell her i go fetch her. The next moment he walked out of the car then walked there and carried her bag to the car, with her walkin behind, blur. haha! We went to the Kallang Mac for dinner. IT WAS ALREADY 10 plus. The two of them were discussing to go to Zouk. Joshy feeling damn high. I was dressed in tank top and shorts with a pair of slippers. Like wat the hell, he drove me home to change and dolled up.

We were there at Zouk around 1am. He was dancing the night away and enjoying himself.
I felt happy too. Gf was happy too.

Joshy wants me to thank A too. Denise help me thank her k.

Lesson learnt that night : Woman respect your Man, and Man understand the small little things that Woman do. Couples watch ur words, because for that one mistake, it might just cause things to turn ugly.

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Joshybaby, thank you for giving in to me, and many many more things. I LOVE YOU.

Eh....i love him deep deep. I went partying on fri til 3am. He stayed up and drove to Zouk and pick me and denise up. Sent her home in Hougang. and put me to sleep like a lil baby. No. 1 Boyfriend =)

And Denise baby. I love u too! for being there always.

I was in church yesterday when office called me up for flight to leave tonight. Instead of leavin on the 24th lar. Im glad baby and me made up. If not ill be leaving SG emo-ing my days away.

Understanding and compromise always....

Princess says...

Joshybaby has been really busy doing his schoolwork lately. And all the preparation before his final paper. The source of entertainment for me is logging into facebook every hr to check if the rsvp list has increasing no. of ppl. Its currently standing at 16 confirmed guests. I hope the no of ppl will keep increasing when the date draws nearer. Planning the party arent easy task, Im going to get the balloons settled tonight. Hopefully they will get my pretty balloons send to the party venue if i hit the delivery budget.

Japanese test again this friday. damn ZzzZZzzzZZZ. So freaking lazy lar! been nua-ing since i flew back from Osaka turnaround. I don feel like studying!!!!

Friday also marks Judy dearie's birthday. Saturday will be April darling's birthday.

I cant wait to meet my babies on the 22nd. Chalet Party. WOO HOOO!!!

In the midst of all the planning for my 21st party, i get so excited, but part of me doesnt wan to grow up. As you grow older, you will need to worry for all things... SIGHS!!!

I wana stay forever so young. Don need to spend on skincare and beauty products...

-with Apple, who is now a hot mama, taken in 2005

Cindylicious 21st Birthday Party

*13 MAY 2009* - Princess turns 21. BE THERE!!!

Once in a lifetime do you turn 21
never again will this age be seen
Like every lil child out there
I dream to have a beautiful party
when i turn 21
So I'm inviting you to help
make mine an event to look back at in time.

Please join me at my 21ST BIRTHDAY BASH!!! SCREAMS***

Theme:Hollywood night

Please come in ur best dress ladies. and best attire for men.

To keep you guys entertained, ive programmes lined up for you. E.g. Best dressed awards, games, prizes, music, buffet dinner,photo taking, and im gona go round tables to catch up with u. =)

P.S. No cost involved. Just be there to enjoy!!!

R.S.V.P by 10th MAY 2009

It doesnt matter if i haven seen you for years,months, weeks,days. Sending AN INVITE means i still remember you and i will love to meet you and catch up. Its gona be an IMPORTANT DAY for me. So no excuses ppl. Start to apply leave or block that evening to be there. =)

VIEW THE MAP FROM THIS WEBBY!
http://www.essentialbrew.com/contact.htm

The invites has been sent out on Facebook. Please indicate if you are turning up. For those that clicks on *not attending*. GIVE ME A GOOD REASON. If i don think its reasonable enough, I AM GONA IGNORE YOU!!! Princess turns 21 for just once, better show me some face ar!!!

Random...

Im feeling much better now. For those that have been asking and listening to me. Thank you. Im leaving for a turnaround flight tonight. Will be back on Good Friday =)

Empty luaggage to Osaka, come back with full luaggage.

Looking forward to this weekend. Adrian's BIG DAY.

I stole this pic from FB rsvp event.haha!!!

And of course, spending time with my Joshybaby.

Im breaking down...

So many thoughts running thru my head...I jus wana bury my head in the pillow and cry my eyes out...

Im not in the mood for anything. BACK OFF!!!