Simple love...

Met up with denise baby last evening. She flew off this morning, flyin home on sun. And ill be leavin on mon. So sad! Im stayin with baby tonight. I cooked soup with corn and carrot for dinner. haha! I prepared dinner while he was napping, he is a lil sick. Sayang* Baby loves the salmon flakes tat i bought in japan. Ill get more the next trip. Will be meetin up with Joan, Elicia and Kim tmw afternoon for coffee.

Nites everyone..

Eeeyerrr...

Dr Yong poked my eyelid last night. He always like to ask me *ger, why u crying, is it very painful?* Like duh!!! There were no pus discharge, only blood flowing out. It was a lil painful last night, cause he use two diff needles can. First was a thinner one, then followed by a thicker one. The moment he poked me, my tear started to drop. 60 tablets of antibiotics, 4 times a day. Next review will be on sat night. I wan my eye to recover fully lar, like asap. ZZzzZZZzzzZZ.

Auntie went to pick me from the airport when i touched down last evening. My next flight will be on the 4th Aug to Sfo. Elicia will be dh-ing on my flight. Which means she don need to work lor. Just travel as a pax. Lucky ger!!! She will be headin to Nyc. Why didnt office arrange to fly tgt? Not too bad...we will be coming home tgt on the same flight on Singapore's birthday. DON NEED TO DUTY!!! Both of us are really looking forward to shop/bitch/bunk etc... TOGETHER! machiam training days. Judy darling!!! I never bun my hair neatly yesterday, i used the hair dryer for like 1min, then the sound hor, very noisy. So sweet of me rite? i don wana disturb ur sleep. Enjoy urself at Universal studio alrite? hugs*

Cindy hates working!!! She took one week leave to acc her baby. Joshy is one lucky man hor? =)
We will be goin away for a short trip. Ill remember to take much much pics and show u guys. Im so gona pamper him by cookin for him this week and staying over at his place. Miss u so much baby. See u soon sweet! muacks*

Im also seeing my sweet baby Denise later. We can only get to see each other today, schedule always so screwed up. IF she is stayin for dinner, ill make her eat fishy!!! Jokin lar, ill get the maid to cook sth tat she likes to eat. I TELL YOU!!! the maid don allow me to eat salted egg cause of my eye infection. I got this craving for porridge cause baby's mummy cooked it before. Its minced pork with dried scallops and beancurd. Topping is salted egg lor. I jus wana mumm mumm wat. Then i give her the super LONG face. She buay tahan then have to prepare it that way lor. Evil me!!! Shi hao eat de lor.

I wish all my gfs are in sg now, so we can chill by the beach on this lazy afternoon. Miss Miss*

Away from SG on weekends...

Thank God my flight wasnt delayed for so long compared to joan darling. haha! only for about half an hr. cause there were like 5 planes waitin for take off before us. I don like jfk airport, always got air traffic problems. It was a full flight, overbooked flight. haha! Its finally over. Watever to the damn check shit. They just wana pick on newbies lar. I bet when they were juniors, the seniors confirm bully them til they wana die one lor. Thats why they have to treat us like this. Must look on the bright side! What goes around, comes around. KARMA! Flight time was about 13hrs, 2 hrs of rest. I felt really shagged last night lar, imagine workin for 11hrs of galley work. My inner thighs muscle aching now. Pain Pain!!! Met Elicia at the Aeon, its a shopping mall near our hotel. She went for Uniqlo sale without me can, she was suppose to meet me around 6.30 lar but she was late. Shop until forget the time!!! We went to have dinner at the chinese restaurant. Elicia babe forced me to get all the heavy stuffs at the supermarket last night. E.g Jellies for baby, milk tea for myself. So today i don have to carry so many things on my own. haha!!! Very smart ger!!! We took the bus back to the hotel around 8.25pm. She went back to her rm to pack her luggage then came to my rm and bunked with me. I think Elicia don dare to snore last night cause i keep warnin her ill throw her out of the rm. haha!!! Someone is on the plane flyin home now. My turn tmw! =)

Left the shoppin mall after Elicia went to show up for flight. Very sweet of her to get chocolates from AMS for us. Thank you darling! Hope i get to fly with u next month. If u deadhead my flight, better help me get breakfast hor! Hugs*

When ure in love, the thought of cookin for ur gf/bf will always be in ur mind when u are shopping in the supermarket. haha! I spent 1hr there on my own. Baby!!! Ill prepare a simple meal for you when im home alrite? Reward you for acc-ing thru out my trip. Xin Ku Ni Le!!! Oie Jeremy, u better come to church on sun hor, i bought ur cup noodles already. Don put aeroplane leh, later ppl think i crazy, bring cup noodles to church. haha! Judy darling will be flyin in from Guangzhou later. I must bring my lazy arse off the chair to go bath already. Guess ill prepare some food for her. IF not later she angry. *A hungry darling will be a grumpy one*. lol. Hope to have dinner with her IF she don check in so late. haha!!!

I will have to sleep early tonight, showin up at 8.15am (7.15am sg time) for flight. Im flyin home tmw...SO FINALLY!!! Baby, cant wait to sleep in ur arms. Miss u so so so muchie!!! Muacks*
GFS! safe flight, nice crew, good pax alrite!!! Love u guys...

Shagged...

Im in Japan now! =) Closer to home. Flight was delayed for about half an hr. Elicia aka tibits queen will be bunkin with me tonight. Im so gona kick her arse if she snores later. Update u guys tmw yea. Muacks!

Blissful 4 months...and more to come..

HAPPY 4 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY JOSHY BABY!!!

hmm. have u ever thought bout how baby and me got together? haha! the first pic on the top was taken around 2am late night. Guess wat happened? the car broke down. And i showed baby my xiao nu ren side that night. By offering to acc him to wait for the person to come and fix the damn car, fed him cocktail jelly and mini apple juice. 24/03/2008 marks a very special moment in my life. I made an important decision in life to choose the Mr Right. A man to be there to share my joy when im happy, help me shoulder my sorrow when im sad. Im thankful that ive you in my life. I love you!!!

Cindylicious got to know this guy when she was in sec days. He approached me to send in my portfolio pictures to get this fancl job. haha! I was too lazy to sort out my pictures, i gave it a miss. lol! I could still remember i was telling him how much i hate maths, and how i flunked my o levels paper. I used to work in Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel, super hectic working hours lor. One fine Saturday evening, i finally got the chance to get half day, so i stroll thru msn and ask this guy out for dinner. Lucky hor? LOLS! We met and had japanese food at cine, dessert at coffeeclub express, then a drink at ecp bar. The night ended just like tat. Short and Sweet.

Many many times we met up for catch up sessions, and very often was supper lor. He will listen to me bitch, whine, complain. Then advise me on my next move. I was very stupid back then, cause i chose to be unhappy all the times lar. I guess he was quite pissed off by my actions when he tries to be nice to me. Before i left for japan training, we met up. During my days in japan, at night ill call him, spend time crying to him, complaining how tough training is. He will listen quietly and sayang me lor. haha! The irritatin thing was he have this habit of calling me late at night. argh!!! training days machiam camp like tat, must wakey very early one lor. Sometimes when he calls me, ill tell him i need to sleep. After 1.5 months, i finally got my arse planted on jl719 flying back to sg. We met up for supper after one of my trainee flight, i got to know he was sort of attached to another girl.

Ya lar, i admit i felt a lil pissed, a lil jealous too. I thought he always have this feeling for me. Good lor, now he chose someone else. Over supper, he said "eat finish liao, i need to go fetch her already.'' mailto:%21@#$%^&&*#. Go lar. better don come and look for me anymore. After a few months later, we finally tok to each other again. They were no longer tgt. I hope im not a sub to him. He made the effort to come and meet me. Acc me when im emo and stuffs. The lil moves he took to score points in my heart made me felt he is the right one for me lar. Let the bygones be bygones.

Its between two of us now baby. He made me feel like im on top of the world sometimes. haha!

sounds silly but im happy lor. I feel like a girlfriend. We bought a new bed tgt so i could have more space when i stay over, buy nice nice bedsheets, cook for him, wash/iron/fold his clothes for him, play with his aiden-den (lil stress nephew), acc him to bookstore, visit his grandparents, go supermarket, waits for him to come home after givin tuition, goin for late night supper, so much more. I get emo so easily lor, i hate going for flights, he understands. Baby will still call / msg me despite the time diff. He gives me the assurance that he will be there. I feel blissful...

LOVE YOU BABY!

When im away...

When i was sleeping jus now, i heard thunders. True enough, i drawed the curtains, wah seh, its is raining heavily lor. Joan darling told me her flight was delayed for 3.5 hrs of the thunderstorm, her crew was suppose to take over the plane that we arrived on. She also said got 40 planes waiting to take off, no wonder delay for so long. Poor ger, its over already. Good rest in Nrt. Ill be back soon. I pampered my lil stomach jus now, haha! Ordered rm service Amercian breakfast, not bad, i wanted to sub my hashbrowns to grilled tomatoes. BOO! They say today NO TOMATOES. Rubbish rite? Hotel got no tomatoes, sub to grilled spinach instead. Spinach doesnt taste that good lar, a lil salty. I chose to have blueberry muffins. I can eat them when im hungry later. Cindy not feelin so sad already, flight not smooth then so be it lor. Ill still treat myself like a queen. haha! I make full use of the coffee table to set up my lappy by the bed. So that i can sit on the comfy bed to chat with my darlings.

Im webcaming with baby now. He jus ate dinner. Here im, eatin breakfast alone.

I miss u babylove. Hugs u!

I still cannot decide if i wana go out to the shopping malls. Its raining now. Just wana laze in bed and do nothing...

9.28am (New york time)

Looking on the bright side...

Flight was delayed for about one hr due to the thunderstorm in new york, arrived around 11.30am (nyc time), 11.30pm (sg time). ZzZZZZzzZZz. Check flight wasnt smooth at all. The person that checked me wasnt really pleased with my performances. Seriously, how good can my japanese language be when i onli freaking use it when im on flight? Even if ive the interests, i also need time to absorb wat. Humans... @#$%^&*(*%$#@

However, Cindy will look on the bright side...

1) Every flight, no matter how early / late in the day, her baby will still wait for her to check in the hotel, ensure that she feels safe then he goes to bed.
2) Family members that care for her. Auntie bought a webcam for my cousin, Harold, so we can chat when im overseas.
3) Girlfriends that stays awake at night to wait for me to touch down from flights. Hear me bitch,whine,complain etc...
4) Buddies that read my blog and tag me. Constantly lettin me noe that they are there.

All these give me reasons to be happy. I will not take all these for granted. For i know i might just lose them if im not careful. Therefore, i will always tell u guys I LOVE YOU!

Im goin to rest, best if i can fall asleep. My right eye damn itchy leh. TSK*

Missin u babylove. I wan u to cuddle cuddle me!!! 3.30pm (nyc time), 3.30am (sg time). tata!

HAPPY-LICIOUS!

Cindylicious touched down this morning. The weather makes u wana melt lor, i should have wore my vest instead of blazer. Its damn hot in Tokyo now, leaving to New york tmw. I met Elicia aka tibits queen this morning. She was leavin for amsterdam can. JEALOUS! I only had two hours of sleep this morning. I think i seriously got sleeping problem, once i pass the *sleepyhead timing*, i wont feel sleepy anymore. Met seniors to go for lunch tgt, ordered mushroom soup pasta. Healthy rite? Then headed to the supermarket to get some fresh fruits and cherry tomatoes for breakfast and lunch tmw. Cindy craves for chinese food all the time, so she went to the chinese restaurant to get fried rice for dinner. Antibiotics finishin soon, 6 more tablets to go, my right eye doin fine. My eye feels dry on the aircraft, ill remember to keep it clean. The show up time tmw will be at 9.10am (Sg time 8.10am). SUPER EARLY CAN! then i take the flight around 11.45am (Sg time 10.45am), touching down around 1130am (Sg time 1130pm). Must stand and work for at least freaking 12 hrs lor. Pray for good crew & pax lor! Will be my 6 month check flight. I need to sleep for at least 8 hours tonight. See u guys in new york. Muacks!

CROSS UR FINGERS FOR ME HOR!

Cindylicious jus cant help it but wana LOVE Joshy baby more!
I know baby will always be with me thru my trip, calls me, webcam with me, msg me.

No matter which part of the world im in, i noe he is there.
Love is... =)

SWEET SWEET LOVE !

Mr Right is someone that don complain and travel all the way from the WEST to the EAST to meet you. Cindy is a HAPPY girl. Baby and me had dinner at the zi char shop along east coast road. Lately fishy have became my best friend. Eating them almost every meal. haha!

Last night i went for my review, doc say im recovering well. He gave me eye drop to replace the oilment when i go on flight. I will be flying off tmw night, this trip is to new york. LONG pattern. While packing my luggage, i started to feel emo. It normal for me to whine and bitch before i leave for every flights. haha! I know my GFs and BABY will be acc-ing me. LOVED!!!

Im turning in now. Nites and Sugar dreams to UuuUUuuu....

GRUMPY BABIES...

Grumpy No 1

(grumpy lil ball)

Grumpy lil Aiden is SICK! Lil babies express their UNHAPPINESS thru CRYING. Humans like me will understand, so when u cried last night jie jie not angry hor. Jie Jie never go out and sayang u cause got Ah Ma, Daddy and Ee Sok entertaining you. Hope grumpy ball recover soon. So baby and me can ROLL him around on our bed.

Lil Aiden : I shall be a darling Jie Jie. *grinning*

Let you take pictures of me to show ppl. =)

Grumpy No 2

(Grumpy-licious)

Grumpy-licious tell you, normal GP can heal my eyes faster than SPECIALIST lor. *Roll eyes*

1) Squeeze out pus, fee onli 47 bucks. Specialist leh, 1200 bucks.

How many money sia...!

2) Prescribe antibiotics, let the lump subside ASAP.

Specialist leh, prescribe some med that don help so that i can go back to Mount E to see her again. ARGH!!!

3) This GP gave ONE WEEK MC can. Call me rest at home. Specialist leh, act only, machiam the MC is gold lor, gave only TWO DAYS! Fucking hell, still tell me can go for flight liao, can eat seafood, can put make up. THANKS LOR!

Minasan, tonight im going for doctor review. Looking at my eye condition, I declare myself suitable to go for flight already! lols! I don know if the lump will still grow lor. I hope by keeping it clean will not irritate the lump. SIGHS! Watever it is, I don wan to drop JL006 flight, its my check flight. Wah lau, I have been in SG for the past one month. I wana go to NIHON and STOCK UP foods leh. AND HOR, one freaking month Vain-licious nv pictures of herself already! I DIE DIE ALSO WAN THE LUMP TO GO DOWN ASAP!!!

Grumpy No 3

(Grumpy darlings)
Judy was just chattin with me over msn,

☆ ms red ★ ・u ☆ ｼﾞｭﾃﾞｲ , ???? ★・K・ｹ says:
these days i kp havin nightmare leh
Cindy-licious. says:
hahaha
Cindy-licious. says:
normal lar
Cindy-licious. says:
i every night also nightmare de
☆ ms red ★ ・u ☆ ｼﾞｭﾃﾞｲ , ???? ★・K・ｹ says:
ya lor...my nightmare nowadaes got u all, got POTATO

Alamak darling, its normal lor. I always tell Joshy baby i got nightmares, he call me don think too much. But then hor, i got nth to stress also, i don understand why ill keep dreaming lor. In the midst of the night, i will turn to baby and say *baby, nightmare, scare scare.* He will reply
*I'm here, sayang okie?* Of course OKIE LAR, if i were to wake him up to acc me, he confirm will be angry. Machiam i can choose like tat. haha! Judy darling, next time IF u really really scare then u call me lar, i give u permission k! AI SEH! Say only, if she call i sure F**K her one lor.
Call that ANG MOH POTATO lar! BLEAH!

☆ ms red ★ ・u ☆ ｼﾞｭﾃﾞｲ , ???? ★・K・ｹ says:
but denise darling tt day emo
Cindy-licious. says:
which day?
Cindy-licious. says:
when im not online ar?
☆ ms red ★ ・u ☆ ｼﾞｭﾃﾞｲ , ???? ★・K・ｹ says:
yea lo

AGAIN, ALWAYS!!! From 10,00000000 years ago lor. Denise BABY, Judy and me don wana see u emo all the times. We, (Joan, Diane, Elicia.....) wan u to be happy. Im sure there are many many more guys out there that are 10,000 times better than him. ERMM, no guys nvm, u have us to sayang u. Don let him make u emo , find a man that will make u smile. MUACKS!
Denise BABY! Remember to come online when im away k, if not ill EMO and ignore u! =P

Cindy-licious. says:
Judy Tan and Cindy See PROMISE to ZOUK with Denise Tee if she breaks up with HIM!
Cindy-licious. says:
JUDY PROMISE?
Cindy-licious. says:
ZOUK til it CLOSES!
Cindy-licious. says:
whahaha!
☆ ms red ★ ・u ☆ ｼﾞｭﾃﾞｲ , ???? ★・K・ｹ says:
hahaha
☆ ms red ★ ・u ☆ ｼﾞｭﾃﾞｲ , ???? ★・K・ｹ says:
okok
☆ ms red ★ ・u ☆ ｼﾞｭﾃﾞｲ , ???? ★・K・ｹ says:
promise
☆ ms red ★ ・u ☆ ｼﾞｭﾃﾞｲ , ???? ★・K・ｹ says:
but muts pick when i got no flt days hor

PROMISE IS PROMISE LAI DE LOR!

Diane Aka Shy, Judy say u sick leh. Faster go see doctor when u touch down today. Drink much much water. Next month Elicia and u celebrating BIRTHDAY!!! August babies!!! Any plans?
Judy and me wana potluck leh....PIG SNORES* Joan aiai will be leavin tonight, two days before my flight pattern. SO IRRITATIN! Office just cant arrange us to be one day after another.

Grumpy No 4
(Least grumpy joshy baby)
Of all babies, JOSHY BABY is the least grumpy one. He is the most understanding one. So i decided to bunk in with him last night. haha! Lazing in bed, playin ds lite, watchin tv with baby... I love to spend my day like this. I don have to worry about anything.
He reminds me to take med, rush me to go and bath, force me to drink water...so many more...
Every ten smiles i have on my face, nine smiles are being planted by you.
I LOVE YOU.

Emo-ing...

I went to the doc last night. Sighs. Doc managed to SQUEEZE out the pus on my upper eyelid. ZzzzZZzzz, the feeling of having a needle poking into the eyelid. PAIN PAIN!!! Now i will need to wait for the eyelid swelling to subside on its own. More antibiotics for me, new oilment for eyelid. I really hope God is using His healing power upon my eyes. Cindy will be staying in the east area for the time being. My grandma and the maid will be cooking all the HEALTHY aka NON HEATY food for me. No chances of bunking in with baby this week. Im sure he understands.
SPEEDY RECOVERY PLEASE!!! This weekend ill be going back to the doctor for review.

No recovery = Drop jfk flight = Risk of losing sfo/la flight. SIGHS!!!

Im gona meet baby at parkway later. Judy darling will be meeting me too. I miss Sin66 babies, thanks for sending all your regards. Hope ill recover soon. Ill remember to wear shades out.

Feeling depressed...

On Sunday morning, i woke up at 4.30am to get ready for flight. Been really really long since i last went for flight. I had a hair cut on Saturday to make my bun look neater and smaller.haha! On my way to airport, i felt excited going back to work after one month. However, the lump on my upper eye lid was still there. When i showed up at the office, tapped my ID card, checked my mailbox, then i went to the office lady explaining to her about my eye infection. I could feel the discomfort, but i really dont feel like dropping my flight. She insisted that i drop the whole flight pattern, then she went to activate someone for the flight. SIGHS!!! =( Certain comments that she made, causes me to feel really depressed. Sometimes i just cannot control the situation wat, i jus don wan to drop the flight in the morning when its so last min. I guess its also unfair for the girl that got activated. Its not as though i can stop the growth of the eye infection. If i have the ability to make my eye to recover or i noe wats going to my eye, I would have chose to be a doctor already.

The ground staff have to retrieved my baggage, i went back to my aunt's place. When i saw my grandma, she just hold me so tight, i started to cry and cry. I really don know what is wrong with myself. I love this job, i never regretted choosing to be in the service line. You know that u have done a great job whenever passengers/customers say thank you, exchange smiles or whatever ways u will just appreciate such moments. Better still, some wont even bother exchanging eye contacts. I wont blame them, its just the way how people are being bought up. Normal human beings will just think that us serving in this job are just BIMBOS. At times, i drag myself to work, 50% of me wants to stay here with baby, another 50% will be thinking about the people that ill meet to work with, nice people will be easy job. Nasty ones, all the best lor, let you die on ur own. Its just the people i work with that turns me off lar. Those fussy passengers pay for their air tickets, SO, just serve lor, if not no income.

Im feeling really low at this period of time lar, half of me already gone. Not being able to return to work makes me feel sad lar. Baby not being me here with me because of his tight teaching schedule makes me feel double down. I hope the doc will do something to my eye tonight and let it recover well so ill be able to fly soon, if not i will need to drop my jfk flight. And i believe it will disrupt my following month flight schedule. Meanwhile, i will just wear the pair of shades to cover my ugly eye. I am starting to feel inferior, half of my confidence went down the drain already. Another half hanging nowhere. Ugly bitch says bye.

Hur Hur Hur...

Let me give you a brief explanation about CINDY's eye surgery. Its not lasik that i went thru can, my eyesight is close to perfect one hor!!! My right eye was swollen like the eye of the golden fishy. That was like one of the cause why i get so moody during that period of time. And i was attending jap lessons at the same time, made the situation worse. Over the weekend i went to the company doctor and he said '' this looks quite serious, i think i should refer you to an eye specialist." HELLO! i went to the company doc TWICE already, all they gave me was just cream. Next i went to a normal gp, she put me on oral medication. But, it didn't get any better. The last resort was to go to the eye specialist. My upper eyelid was infected. The reason for the swollen eyelid was because the accumulated oil and batercia, causes a HUGE lump of pus on the eyelid. That was wat the doc told me. It's just like human pimples, works the same way. The specialist had to squeeze out all the dirty pus inside the eyelid. Don ask if its painful, u try then u will noe lar. After the surgery, my right side was covered, baby accompanied me thru out the process. He joked and said i look like BLIND MICE! When i reached home, i napped for awhile in the noon. I took off the thingy when i woke up. Then cleaned it with warm water. SO, lesson learn, use those eye makeup that is not so oily, and remove it carefully. Double, Triple check that it is clean? like i also donnoe how lar. It has been two weeks since i put on make up. Lately when i need to meet ppl, I don need much time to make preparation. haha! I just need H2O for my naked face everyday. And the tedious process of cleaning my eye every morning and night. Till now, there is still a lump on my eye. SAD!
I just got my manicure done today. REASON: Doc said i can go back to work already, on SUNDAY :( !!! I have been spending DONKEY ONE MONTH on the ground. LOLS! I better use this asia tour to familiarize my work before my next jfk flight. That will be my six month check flight. HOW COOL! ZzZzzZZZZ...

Daily lifestyle at the present: Bum around, acc baby and friends, play ds lite, watch tv, eat, sleep
From Sunday onwards: WORK WORK and WORK!!! after asia tour, 3 days rest, leavin for jfk, BOO! ive no time for baby. hur hur..

LOOK LOOK LOOK forward for august...holidae with baby. I pray that my gfs schedule will be good. so we can chill in sg, bunk in nrt or anywhere lar. muacks!